Generation Gap

2010-07-04T20:56:00.000-07:00

So, I've always wondered if I was born in the wrong time, it seems to be more obvious at this moment. All that talk about people my age knowing everything about technology is crap. Computers are the worst, they make me feel lost and confused. I've been trying to make this blog for awhile now, Master Brinker told me it would help me in my training, and believe me, I've been trying. Everything I do, everything I learn, absolutely everything for the past couple of weeks I've been analyzing and pretending to write a blog about in my head. And it has helped, I've got a list in my binder of things I've learned and things I'd like to pass on to others, but the thought of going onto one of these scary machines and writing about it was horribly out of my comfort zone.
So what got me to finally do it? Well I have not been analyzing the things I do for no reason, it's all me obsessing over this stupid blog and how guilty I feel not having one. So last night, I told myself to suck it up and that I had to get the first one over with. And I still have a million things to say, it was mostly getting through the first one that scared me. How do I know I want lose the whole blog once I'm done with it? How many people will be reading it? Will it be people all over the world, or can I chose who? Heck, how do I know I'll even be able to get on the blogger? To set it up? To a technology impaired person, these things are terrifying. And finding the right one (I hope this is the right one...), setting it up, these were struggles, but it feels good to have it finally completed after all these weeks, not to mention, I've mildly enjoyed blabbering on to no one in particular.

I guess what I'm trying to say is, don't let things that make you afraid control you, face your fears and step out of your comfort zone, because doing so will make you a stronger, more confident person.

Kosterman's Korn-er

Generation Gap